Cameron Conaway, Caged: Memoirs of a Cage-Fighting Poet
24 quotes
"The words he said, too, must be human enough to bleed."
"A poet could kill the dead."
"Poets, like fighters, both reap the benefits of roadwork."
"I’ve learned to fall like the BJJ player, to protect the body through controlling the distribution of force by slapping the mat with hands open. With hands open. Hands open. Open. O Pen."
"Stories do not change, only the lives they live in do."
"Like forearm veins, my interests spread in different directions and eventually led to the hands, to writing."
"Fighting and writing’s deepest layers of beauty lie not only in the physical and mental realms of what we know, but also as an incognizable instinct, a realm we will never fully know but will forever feel."
"It’s cool when fashion recycles itself, it’s not cool when sustainable living does because it means there was (and is as I write) a period of absolute and possibly irreversible destruction."
"Fights begin and end with handshakes."
"How can I stand before you in silent symbols with open palms?"
"In other words, I tasted a different drug. A drug called progress."
"The more inhuman we became the more we understood each other as humans."
"We were of thirteen minds, like a tree, in which there is one Red-tail and eleven squirrel parts."
"...real childhood scars heal, but not when band-aids replace self-reflection."
"Unreality cooled reality’s burn."
"I didn’t want anybody seeing my fire until I burned them with it."
"My next fight would not be measured in rounds, but throughout a lifetime. It would sustain and fulfill me longer than anything in the cage could. My opponent, my fight, would be against the slipping aspects of American society."
"To live meant feeding my former self to my current self."
"A counter to a jab is a left hook. What’s the counter to prejudice?"
"The storm before the calm."
"So much of control is not authoritative action but mindful waiting."
"The historic beauty of BJJ rests not with its ability to allow a smaller man to maim a larger man, but with its ability to allow any man of any size to survive."
"I turn to Willa Cather’s quote: Artistic growth is, more than it is anything else, a refining of the sense of truthfulness. The stupid believe that to be truthful is easy; only the artist, the great artist, knows how difficult it is."
"In The Land of Poetry and Fighting, Efficiency rules the throne. I try to live here, so I shave my head because hair is dead and dead is inefficient."